I was raped by a supposed friend (someone I thought I could trust). I was embarrassed and shocked. I couldn’t tell anyone about my terrible experience. I kept it for me and followed my normal life.
A few weeks later, after returning from a vigil, I started feeling weak, so I went to a nearby hospital and did some tests. For my biggest surprise, say positive to pregnancy.
I told the man involved that after many pleas he convinced me to have an abortion that will be kept secret.
I went to an abortion; however, before the procedure, I asked God to forgive me for what I was about to do and, in the process I died, I left my body. Still looking at the lifeless form at the abortion table, I started to ascend, but in an instant a force pushed me down through a dark tunnel. I couldn’t see the beginning or end of the tunnel walls. It was dark, so dark, I saw cobwebs like cells on the walls and in an instant I was in hell.
I saw a woman who had been there for more than a hundred years, she was plunged into a deep pain and agony, she melted in the flames and magma, like the liquid, would again join in the form of the woman. It happened repeatedly. I knew I was in hell.
I started to burn and burn, I wanted to pluck my hair from the roots, because the pain was unbearable. It was as if my senses were more than a thousand times. The agony of the burns wasn’t enough. The cry of people under the same torment was worse, it was so strong that I felt I was going to be deaf, but they didn’t stop ringing in my ears.
I started screaming, the more I screamed, the weaker I felt, but the screams did nothing but scream while weakening me. I rechiné the teeth, but no form of all these expressions made me feel better… it just worsened, beyond all description. I was in a deep torment.
The worst feeling was not just the pain, the noise, the screams or the pungent smell. It was the feeling of despair / total threat. He was doomed forever. I knew I was in hell forever ever. There was no exit. I started crying to God for mercy.
In a moment, someone appeared and cried more. I asked him to give me a second place of hell to scream that . He replied: ” how many seconds are there in a minute, how many minutes there are in an hour, how many hours are there in one day, how many days are there in a week, how many weeks are there in a month and how many months there are in a On Earth? ” I’ve given you all the seconds in your years of life and you failed.
I cried more and asked for mercy and please give me another chance to go and tell the world about hell. I begged to give me a chance, even if i came back to the world without my hands or my legs, at least let there be breath in my nose. I understood the adagio better that a living dog is better than a dead lion. I even promised to tell the world about my torment if it frees my soul from torment in hell.
He replied: ” many have gone from here to tell you, what makes you think they will believe you, but I kept pleading for a second chance and while crying and bay the teeth.
He had mercy on me, but he warned me harshly that if he did not preach he would end up in hell He said, “tell my people to stop playing with God”. at that moment I woke up in the hospital room.
At First I was afraid to share my horrible experience because I was worried about my reputation.
What is the cost of your chance?
If you are reading this post that means you have the opportunity to make a change and make up with God or if you are warm, it’s time to stop playing with God.
Words by themselves can’t count my torment in hell or the torment of those in hell.
Hell is not a myth, a story, or a product of someone’s imagination, hell is a real place.
A place you don’t even wish for your enemies or for those who have hurt you the most.
If we recognize that one day we will take away all earthly things, then the longing for material possessions will matter to us much less now. We must get away from physical indulgence, as earthly pleasure does not leave any permanent gratification.
– we must stop making excuses for God’s work
-discover our purpose on earth and tell it
– be part of the movement of God in these last days
Pray for God to forgive you all your sins and have mercy on you.
